Feeling Down yet Feeling Happy cause of you guys :-)

[deletetacount123]

Okies I have to admit Im feeling bummed but at the same time Im learning so much on this website/forums :-)

Bummed cause I'll be 27 this monday, I have NEVER EVER expereinced oral sex, lovemaking, touching, or french kissing :-(
My ex-husband acted sooo UN INTERESTED in sex and even love. I tired everything.

I remember coming to the boards with doubts in my head but I saw this place was sooo friendly.. no one is ever considered stupid or something when asking a question they don't know or need help with.

I read some of these posts and learn some interesting stuff. I know things happen naturally, but its nice to read what other people think on some things.

I hope someday I'll find someone new, someone thats caring and loving, is happy to be the first to do what my ex didn't :-) (I heard some people get turned on by that!! Being the first but I guess its a first in every relationship that starts since everyone is different.)
Someone that wants to be my friend too and ACTS LIKE IT. :-)

These boards makes me feel at home and I love you all :-)

Tasha

[Mrs.F]

Tasha,
Everyone deserves love and friendship! I am so glad that you found your way here and that WE ALL here could help you feel better about everything. It is a nice thing to know that we all can find comfort in this COMMUNITY.

And your day will come, whether it's before your birthday or after.....don't worry about that so much. Just know that when your time is here and your with the right person........It will mean so much and be well worth the wait. :bigrin:

Happy birthday too! :bday: :bday: :bday: :bday:

*hugs*

[taz67156]

Hi Tasha,
I can see that you might feel that way but cause of your ex and hopefully you can find somebody that truely cares about you and how you feel about things all of us here can help you in some way or other with advise. I'm sure you will find the one to be with if you give yourself time cause they could even be right in front of you and you not know it.

Please don't be affraid to ask us for help if you feel that you need it there is alot of good people here come chat with us when you need too.

good luck,
taz67156

P.S. email me here on the site if I can help you if you don't want to post anything in the forums

[anne27]

Happy Birthday!! (a tad early)

You've still got plenty of time to experience the special things in life. It'll happen, just have patience and don't forget to enjoy all of the little things that we often overlook in everyday life.

Here's hoping that the next year is a great one for you!

[arana]

:bday::bday::bday: Happy Birthday Tasha!!!! :bday::bday::bday:

I hope that come Monday you will start looking at your life in a different perspective. Start living, experiencing and celebrating your independance and begin taking tiny steps to meeting that special someone who will love you the way you always should have been. You have your whole life to experience and perfect the things you described. I hope you get your wish sweetie, and I'm glad you came to the site. You're a very special person who deserves a wonderful life. Love & Peace

[deletetacount123]

Thanks to those that replied :-) and thanks for the warm birthday wishes too!!!

My birthday will be good... going to just start fresh and new :-)
I recently got back in contact with my oldest friend of 16 years and shes to BC in August or September (She lives in Ontario where I used to live, we got back in contact via email!!)
So Im pretty excited about her coming to visit.

For those that responsed to my "Falling for a Friend" post (about the girl above) I want to thank you all and I did talk to her about me being into women and she was perfectly fine with that... seemed a bit TOO encouraging it seems lol but she did tell me I was very silly to think she would have a problem with it when "I" should have known better that she doesn't judge on things like sex, race...etc so thats good :-)
No, I didn't tell her I had feelings for her thats more than friends... I thought I'll just keep it to myself for now. If she askes then I'll answer.

When it comes to romance relationships:
I am just going to let TIME guild me, .... there are so many things we want to happen "now" but I know only time will allow "when" something should happen and it'll be worth the wait :-)

Im turning 27 and Im actually those rare people that LOOK FORWARD to when I'll be 30!! hehe

Tasha

[taz67156]

Tasha,
Thats great to see things falling the right way and your friend being supportive of you I'm sure after some more time with her that you might be able to let her know how you feel about her and if you can't then just try hinting around about it and see from there.

good luck,
taz67156:)

P.S. hope you have a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY

[Reprob8]

Okies I have to admit Im feeling bummed but at the same time Im learning so much on this website/forums :-)

Bummed cause I'll be 27 this monday, I have NEVER EVER expereinced oral sex, lovemaking, touching, or french kissing :-(
My ex-husband acted sooo UN INTERESTED in sex and even love. I tired everything.

I remember coming to the boards with doubts in my head but I saw this place was sooo friendly.. no one is ever considered stupid or something when asking a question they don't know or need help with.

I read some of these posts and learn some interesting stuff. I know things happen naturally, but its nice to read what other people think on some things.

I hope someday I'll find someone new, someone thats caring and loving, is happy to be the first to do what my ex didn't :-) (I heard some people get turned on by that!! Being the first but I guess its a first in every relationship that starts since everyone is different.)
Someone that wants to be my friend too and ACTS LIKE IT. :-)

These boards makes me feel at home and I love you all :-)

Tasha



That is a shame because you are a beutifull person, There is someone out there for you so don't lose heart. Just bat those baby blues at teh right person and you will get your wish.

[Haemoglobin]

oh goodness , i think the little i read about you and what you posted , i would already jump you ! youll find someone who does all the good stuff to you when it comes to sexuality and youll love it !!
never give up on it and search on for the right partner i say ;)

[deletetacount123]

oh goodness , i think the little i read about you and what you posted , i would already jump you ! youll find someone who does all the good stuff to you when it comes to sexuality and youll love it !!
never give up on it and search on for the right partner i say ;)

*looks at you wide eyed* lol
Im not going to give up :) I know the right partner is out there somewhere. I want to know where and when but life doesn't work that way :) It'll happen when it does.

Reprob8 - I was just thinking of the song I thought of when I was a kid... "Star Light, Star Bright, First Star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, I wish to make a wish tonight" :) I'll be thinking that on the night of my birthday!! A special wish!!

taz67156 - Ya, I do plan on telling her one of these days or at least maybe it'll JUST happen. :)

[Nara_lovely]

Tasha....the best romances start with a REAL friendship....

I've seen it over and over.
A solid foundation of trust, respect, honesty and all the other good stuff that makes someone a friend. And when you least expect it, one day you realise it is love.
(hope you find it....you are worth it!!!)

[littlerayofsunshine]

Tasha,

You are reaching out into the universe with open arms and love and kindness in your heart . And you will receive that much in return if not more. I hope you have a wonderful birthday on monday. :bdaygrin: :bday:

[taz67156]

Hi Tasha,
You never know what life has planned for you until it happens, and from the chat with you last night I saw so many good things in you that anyone who takes the time to see you for who you really are will fall in love with you.
Just remember to be honest with yourself all the time and your hopes and dreams could come true for you at some moment in time:) the man or woman of your dreams is out there just waiting for you to find them.

hope to chat with you tonight again,
taz67156

[LouiseBrookslover]

We love you, too, Tasha. I'm glad you're taking heart from the rest of us, I know I have through my hard times. Right now, I'm still dealing with the afteraffects of my divorce and trying to channel my intense desire to be loved, touched, and wanted in a healthy way. It's tough when you want to feel these things but they are not immediately available. Do know that so much love and closeness await you if you can keep your heart open through the pain. I tell myself a similar thing every day, and I must continue to believe it.

[blue_hard]

After having seen you here and reading your writings, I can tell you that you have been given a BAD shake in life: you are a GOOD person and don't ever forget it. Think good thoughts about yourself!

[Azrael]

I can relate, my life's in the rebuilding stage. There's better days ahead, this I know. Oh, and have a happy birthday darling.

[deletetacount123]

Nara_lovely - I agree :-) I always found the best marriages and relationships started off as friends first. Giving time to allow trust to built and all.
I know I have a REAL friendship with my childhood best friend... so thats good :-)

taz67156 - I enjoyed our chat last night! :-)

Thanks to everyone else for teh birthday wishes and I do hope my wishes Im making this weekend all come true :-)

[Michael623]

Happy birthday TashaSW. :bday: :bday:

michael