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[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]For the last couple of nights, I've been dreaming about my cousin who, when we were younger, I used to have sex with... a lot. I was his "master," he was my "slave" and we played this rather annoying game in lieu of him just asking if I wanted to do it to him. So whenever I spent the night/weekend with him and we crawled into bed, I came to expect him to say at some point, "Please, master, don't make me suck your dick!"

And it was on and, playing the game aside, it was always fun to "make" him do stuff that, in reality, he very much wanted to do.

The consecutive dreams were just like that... only we're both grown men. Worse, the dreams have started out as if I walked into the middle of a movie; we're sitting around doing... something... when he blurts out, "Master, I really don't want to suck your dick so don't try to make me do that; we're adults now and I grew out of that childish stuff."

In my dream, I blinked - where is this coming from? Then, in a movie-like cut scene fashion, he's blowing me for all he's worth, telling me - in between sucks - how much he's missed this after all these years. After getting me off with his mouth, the next part of the game takes place: "Please, master, don't suck on my dick and make me shoot!" Another cut scene and I'm all over his cock and as he starts to unload, I somehow manage to say to him, "Let it go... nothing to be afraid of, man..."

Which, in reality, was what I used to tell him the first couple of times we played this game. He busted his first nut with me and I understood how scary that first nut was but I'd tell him this and he'd let it go and the game would continue.[/SIZE][/FONT]

I'm 68 and just started sucking cocks about 6 months ago. My wife teases and denies my orgasms and if I have a mistake and a ruined orgasm. I must always do my clean up duty. That's how it started with me loving the taste of cum. I hooked up on Doublelist and have sucked 12 different cocks, most more than once. I'm down to one regular, who I suck once a week, but last week, he had a friend over and I got to suck both of them. It was a great experience, sometimes I just wish I could stop.

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]We were both very hot and sweaty; while I still couldn't really feel his dick in me, feeling his weight on me was starting to get bothersome and I wanted to change positions and told him.

"No, please, I like you like this and... oh, shit!" he had said just before he unloaded into me. I did feel his dick swell, could feel him pumping away inside me but it was so different to really only feel my body being jarred as he slammed his dick into me as he nutted.

A part of my brain said, "It's about time - damn!" and I kinda laughed to myself; of all the times I'd ever been dicked, this time ranked right up there as one of the best experiences to date. He withdrew and, to be honest, if I hadn't felt him move, I would have never known he had pulled out.

"That was amazing," he said breathlessly. "I've never fucked that long before!"

"I've never been fucked that long," I admitted - and I still couldn't feel my asshole. "I gotta get me some of that lube!"

Then it was my turn to fuck him and I gotta say that it felt so weird to have my dick numbed, to be going through the motions but being kinda disconnected from what I would expected to feel and, yeah, I fucked him for a very long time and so long that I was afraid I was gonna wear myself up before I could cream his hole but I did manage it and I was glad that even though my dick was numb, the rest of me wasn't - it was one hell of a release.

We rested up before getting up to get cleaned up and Jim was glowing with happiness and suggested that we meet again for more of the same and more so since he'd bought a case of that lube.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I was lying on my stomach as he kinda sat on my thighs, feeling his fingers probing deep inside me, the usual discomfort almost completely absent when he asked me if I was ready and I said, "Whenever you are..."

"Stay where you are," he said. I felt him move, felt his hands spreading my butt cheeks apart, then felt the head of his dick pressing against my hole - and the next thing I knew, he was in me and, nope, I didn't even feel it but thanks to the slickness of the lube, he got into me just fast enough to make my stomach do a couple of flips that didn't feel good.

And he started fucking me; the benzocaine dulled the usual sensations but the "important" thing was that for some reason, I didn't give a single thought about his dick being as numb as my ass was - and I knew what benzocaine was and how it worked and he had been fucking me eagerly for maybe five minutes before my brain made the connection and told me, "If he can't feel what he's doing, he's gonna be fucking you for a very long time..."

Jim's lying atop me, thrusting into me and feeling his weight on me was so comforting, as was feeling my body being shook every time he thrust into me and while he had what I'd call an average-sized cock, my hole was so numb that I couldn't really feel him in me but, yeah, I knew he was there just the same... and the clock inside my head said that he'd been happily boning me for quite some time now.

"I think I gotta cum," he whispered into my ear. "Feels like it... but it doesn't!"

I was pretty zoned out when he said this and thanks to my hole being so numbed, eh, I didn't care if he came or not but again, that clock in my head said, "It's been twenty minutes and counting..." This was new territory for me; I couldn't remember any guy fucking me for such a long period of time and thanks to the benzocaine, well, there was no telling how much longer he'd be fucking me or if the lack of sensation on his part would prevent him from busting a nut in me.

"Just keep going until you do," I said, hearing how dreamy my voice sounded and settled in for the long haul.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[SIZE=3][FONT=verdana]After a lot of going back and forth, "Jim" and I decided to hook up and, as he put it, "Explore the possibilities I've always dreamed about." It was only his third time with another guy and I felt somewhat flattered that he was ready to broaden his experiences and that I was the right guy for this.[/FONT]

[FONT=verdana]"When we meet tomorrow, I want to do it all," he had said; I could hear the excitement in his voice as well as a bit of... fear, I guess that would be the right word, because he wanted to experience anal sex, giving and receiving.[/FONT]

[FONT=verdana]We met in a public place, chatted for a few - he was bouncing off the walls with anticipation - and I followed him home; we went straight to the bedroom and showered together before climbing into bed to spend some time sucking each other's cocks. After we both came (and swallowed), he was energized and nervous about what was to happen next and I just let him talk it out. When we were both ready for "phase two," we literally flipped a coin to see who would get fucked first - and I either won the toss or lost it, depending on how you wanna look at it.[/FONT]

[FONT=verdana]Jim broke out an anal lube that contained a topical anesthetic - benzocaine - and I almost laughed to hear him explaining how it would numb the both of us when applied and as he fingered me with gobs of the stuff on his fingers, I could feel it taking effect and thought that this should be interesting since I'd never had my hole numbed before taking a dick.[/FONT][/SIZE]

Well our sexual adventures continues, sharing my wife has become the norm and as always it’s exciting and sexy. She makes no secret in that she loves our lifestyle and is always ready to play. I have a black friend whom I golf with all the time, we also work for the same engineering firm and yes we have bi relations when we travel. The 1st time I introduced Aaron to my wife was a cum filled evening. He is my size 6’3 around 225 lbs and a gorgeous cock and low hanging ball sack. Upon awaking yesterday morning Aaron sent a text to me saying his wife was going on a trip to Chicago and he would have nothing to do and I asked the wife if she wanted to play tonight, he’ll yea but let’s get our chores done 1st.

Throughout the the day as she was tending her garden and with her bending over and exposing her raw ass as she doesn’t wear underwear under her summer dress it’s not your normal dress, it is only thigh high as she loves to advertise . I walked behind her slid my fingers in her crotch and she was soaking wet, anxious are we? Aren’t you she said. Aaron was going to be here around 4 so I showered and stocked some beer and when he arrived he found me wearing only my bath robe, reached down and rubbed me. As I asked him what he wanted to drink. Where’s Sue, she is showering and getting ready, and she is also prepping her ass so you might be in for some tight ass as well. Holy shit that would be awesome , hope it fits she is so small and all, trust me it will fit.

He got got undressed and we were waiting for her to come out so we drank our drinks and stroked each other, his dick was leaking precum and I couldn’t resist and licked the head of his dick when she walked out wearing a long T-shirt and said hey save some for me. She went and got a glass of wine and sat down next to us. And felt how wet the head of his dick was and said with all this precum you are going to blow fast, let’s take care of that so you last longer later, the evening is young she got up straddled him as he guided his thick 9 inch cock into her her honey hole and it didn’t take long before his cock was throbbing as he dumped a healthy load in her. She just sat there rubbing and grinding on his cock as his cum leaked out of her, with his dick still in her she turned and said you know what to do. She leaned further forward as I licked her ass and his balls and as his cock fell out of her I cleaned his dick with my mouth loving the taste of it all. I got up as she still lay on top of him and slid my cock into her messy hole and giving it to her alittle rough until I dumped a nice load. Aaron still on his back, me on my knees as she got off him and stood there legs apart letting our cum leak from her she took her hand and grabbed some reached over and smeared it all over Aaron’s face, he smiled and said that was hot.

We we all got up and went to refresh our drinks, and the wife stood back smiled and said you guys have some nice looking cocks and I want to play a lot tonight so pace yourselves. After an hour or so we were sitting in our sunroom when she said I am the luckiest woman alive to still have a body that turns men on and getting all the dick I can handle, most of my friends aren’t so lucky. She looked at Aaron and said it’s your lucky night, why don’t you boys go shower and when you get done I have a surprise. We showered and when we walked out a strange woman was getting her pussy eaten out by the wife, she was in her 30s and hot as hell, she looked at me and said shit what a hairy beast you are, and that black dick is a huge turn on, the rest of the night was spent fucking each other and the room stunk of sex but sexy as hell. I managed to cum 2 more times last night as well as Aaron, I don’t know what this morning is going to bring but right now Aaron and I are drinking coffee while the women sleeping on the air mattress and I think Julie fell asleep in the same position that I left her, on her back with legs spread. The wife got her wish and handled his meaty cock just fine in her bum hole.

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]You learn quickly that there some guys you can't trust no matter what they say, which makes it difficult moving forward - and if you do move forward at all. I was finding it hard to "keep the faith" in men because the nicest guy you could run across could turn out to be anything but and, yeah, you also learn even faster to trust your instincts when they're telling you there's something not quite right with this guy.

It's often a hard lesson to learn and it's even harder to learn these lessons and stay on the path because it's the right thing for you to do.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I remember one time when I agreed to suck a guy's dick even though that little voice inside my head - and a voice I should have listened to - was telling me to just say no to him but, fuck, lust and desire overrode common sense and I did it anyway. After about maybe two or three minutes of sucking, he slapped in the face hard enough to make me see stars and yelled, "Suck my dick, bitch!" - and before I was even aware that I was moving, I jumped up and punched him dead in the face, breaking his nose and knocking out a tooth.

The funny thing is that he thought he was right to bitch-slap me and I was wrong for what I did, like it was my job in life to get slapped around like that. Really?

Another guy was fucking me and it was the worst experience to date; he was just brutal and it felt like he was ripping me apart and when the pain got to be too much, I told him to stop and get off of me. His response was to punch me in the face and fuck me even harder than before and the end of this misadventure was he wound up in the emergency room with both arms broken and dislocated and his face fractured in a couple of places.

Yet another guy tried to renege on his word that we weren't gonna fuck... then decided right in the middle of me sucking his dick that I was gonna give up my ass to him. I told him no way - that's not what we agreed to - and he said he didn't give a fuck and I was gonna get fucked whether I wanted to or not then tried to force me into a position where he could carry out his threat... except, there's a reason why you never try to manhandle someone who has a black belt in judo and karate and instead of him imposing his will on me, he got his shoulder dislocated and choked unconscious for his troubles.[/SIZE][/FONT]