Ok so I've posted here before. I really like this site and it has cleared up a lot of questions in my head. I enjoy reading the blogs and forums here. However, my problem is that I really want to find a good guy to chat with! I don't want to jump in bed not knowing who the person is. I don't want to go to a park and pleasure someone without stimulating conversation! I would really like to find a quality straiight as an arrow, who is married and has just as much to lose as I would if someone were to catch me! Someone who wants to know me before anything were to happen. He must be from Ky close to me, bi, married, smooth or willing to shave and who would want to work out with me as straight friends....is this too much to ask?
Here is my first entry into this new category I created. This song has pulled me through a few times when I felt like people just didn't care and I would never be good enough for someone. Part of life, good or bad.[CENTER][ATTACH=CONFIG]21449[/ATTACH] [/CENTER] [video=youtube_share;rm0gHlxc5cw]http://youtu.be/rm0gHlxc5cw[/video] [QUOTE][B]"Numb"[/B] I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) [I][Chorus:][/I] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me, Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? 'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you. (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you. (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take. [I][Chorus:][/I] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there, Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you. And I know I may end up failing too. But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you. [I][Chorus:][/I] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there, Become so tired, so much more aware. I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you. [I][Chorus:][/I] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. (I'm tired of being what you want me to be) I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. (I'm tired of being what you want me to be)[/QUOTE]
Updated Nov 5, 2013 at 11:18 PM by snowcrazee
So I know the rules for chat rooms, after all I have been chatting in various places since AOL was still a 3.5" floppy disk and came with 50 free hours. I get that I am new here and don't know anyone, but it seems as if people here are not here to meet people or make friends or help as much as I thought. So I figured I would slap a small note into the blog here and see if someone has any tips. So, my biggest concern was just tonight as I entered the room. I don't say much, just watch and listen. Occasionally smile or say hi if spoken directly to, but other than that I watch, see how people are, and wait for a real opportunity to join in, if one presents itself. Tonight I entered the main room chat and 10+ people were there so a great time to observe the locals. Chat was flowing good, and I had barely been there a minute when I was PM'd by someone. Needless to say I was surprised as I stared at the PM that only said "Hello". I paused and then returned, "Hi." Seconds later, "Horny?" I laughed. Are you kidding me? What is this? So I looked at the username on the list and there was no picture and his info all says "Secret". Curious. "Maybe"I replied coyly. I was then presented with stats for his less than private part. "Rock hard, 8" cut Thick." I blinked in dismay, but before I could say anything, he sent a second message, "Ur cock", then another "?". I responded to his first with "nice" as that was all I could think of to say and not be rude. I then replied with stats of my own to see where this was supposed to go. "7c." Now, at this point I am thinking there is going to be an end to this soon, but I wonder what end it will have. This guy is obviously not here for the reasons I am or he would have his stuff a bit more public at least. Granted mine aren't exactly open to all yet, but to have nothing except "secret" and no pics? Yea. Soooooooo. I then received the next message, "Jack off?" Ok, a little too blunt for first conversation. but fine. I am the new one and I didn't know how long he was here for so I replied hesitantly, "sumtimes". Instantly, "I'm leaking". I laughed.. uh... "Huh?" I said. "Dripping pre-cum" he replies, clearly getting a little upset at either my naivety or my caution. I said, "Oh, sry." Apparently that was enough for him so he pushed harder, "Wanna j/o together?" Instant confusion swept over me... who is this? How does he expect to do this? Cyber-whack? Email? Cam? Oh no... we ain't going that route already. "Uh, how?" I asked. He replied "Cell phone?" LMAO. OH REALLY? "Im not comfortable with that. I don't know you yet." I mentioned. His reply gave me the info I needed. "Ok." and then nothing. A second or two later, he left the room. I know this was a person looking for something weird, or my phone number to add to some list or spam, or to use as a clone for his cell phone scam, or something. I turned to chat and this is where my problem comes into play. I asked the room, still clearly hopping and there is no way I was the only guy this dude hit up. "Does anyone know the guy that just left? He seems like a possible spammer ad I was hoping I am wrong and someone can vouch for him?" No reply. Not one. Just on with the discussion and not even a simple "Yes" or "No". Why are so many people so rude? Not just here, but anywhere like this, with chat rooms. It would be nice to find a place as cool as this site is, that had people as cool as the site who don't treat you like such a "n00b." I guess that may just be a dream anymore with today's internet and sex combinations. But I still hope. And I still sit and watch chat for my "in", but guarantee, if someone asks a similar question, clearly posting concern towards another chatter, I will be sure to at least say "yes" or "no" and more if I can. Rant over, I am off my soap box. Thanks for "listening". And if anyone has any advice on how to jump into these chat rooms, please feel free to comment. It would be nice not to be a n00b forever. But I refuse to be rude or regarded as "that guy who thought he was OG enough to hop into the middle of this convo" [CENTER][ATTACH=CONFIG]21447[/ATTACH] [/CENTER]
Updated Nov 18, 2013 at 1:02 AM by snowcrazee (Wrong Category)
Hi. Welcome to my blog. I hope to make this an entertaining place to read. I am brand new to many things, although I am 41 years young, including blogging, this site, and opening up to anyone about my bi-sexual (currently in curious state) nature. As this is my opening post and I have not had a chance to read very many existing blogs yet, I am going to end this one now and take a look at several of y'alls stuff to get some ideas. Hope to see ya soon, your place or mine. [CENTER][ATTACH=CONFIG]21448[/ATTACH] [/CENTER]
Updated Nov 5, 2013 at 11:17 PM by snowcrazee
hey all i looking to make new bi pals [ATTACH=CONFIG]20124[/ATTACH] look me up
[QUOTE=norcalbi;230437]Laging on my stomach with pillow under pelvis.[/QUOTE]While laying on my belly with legs together is my favourite position too. It just makes the anus so much tighter and difficult to enter. I love the pain it brings...especially when no lubrication is used.
I will be sucking dicks at my basement glory hole at my house Saturday night. I live in Lawrenceville, GA
Has anyone ever enjoyed a mouthful of your own cum? I must say I enjoyed it almost too much. Thinking back to my straight days when I was dating this one young lady who was a nympho and 10 yrs younger than me....she would blow me and come up to kiss me.....oh how I loved tasting my musk off of her tongue! Now I kind of understand how I could have been bi back in the mid 90's! It is very difficult to find a straight acting guy around her that we could share some fun times and cum swapping! Anyway, as a former soldier....I worked nights while in Saudi Arabia during the Gulf War. I was the only one in my tent who slept during the day.....so I had time to myself! 8 months without pussy, makes for a horney soldier. I would think for screwing my wife back at base....get myself worked up and enjoy a lil bit of stroking. Can u see it.......laying on an army cot, wearing camouflaged pants and no shirt, buffed without any hair on my chest or balls either! Stroking my 7 incher, just waiting for my jizz to flow....stroking so hard knowing its going to fly out of control! Next thing I know...I stop stroking and squeeze my head til a shot towards my face. I aimed for my mouth with it wide open in anticipation. ......sure enough a fast stream of hot cum shot straight to my wide open mouth!!! Hottt! I even got a squirt to hit just below my left eye, that way I can wipe it off and lick it off my fingers as if I just took a load from another Army buddy! Is there anyone else reading this and have a chub that needs a blowjob!? I know there is a future buddy out there that I could spend a few hours with and be able to fondle some cum in my mouth.....its so hottt and I want u badd!!