How do you feel when you bottom?

As I grow older i become more curious as to how or why I arrrived at bisexuality and the various factors that have fed into that space. As I've spoken about in the past, I worked as a tranny escort for a period of time. My adventures in cross dressing were instituted by two episodes of forced feminization less than a month apart. The first with a woman i was involved with who came out with the idea while i was reacting to her finger in my ass, and the second when I embraced a coworker, felt the bra straps under his sweater, and wound up making out with him until we fucked each other later that night. He then introduced my to the so-called dating service he sometimes worked for and the rest is history.

Fast forward to now and while I am a 100% bottom, the desire to dress is outweighed by the overall inconvenience of it. Let's face it, to do it passibly involves a serious amount of effort, plus adding the requisite preparations routine is literally a pain in the ass. I tend to "top from the bottom", so not everyone is going to fuck me, but if I open my legs for you and the fit is right, I'm going to feel as vulnerable and feminine as I can, dressed or not. Let me be clear. I never wanted to and don't now want to be a woman. I'll keep my balls and small dick. The thrill of dressing is the violation of the taboo, as is the thrill of getting fucked, surrendering control yet working towards a shaking and shivering climax with ropes of cum leaking from my soft, imaginary clit.

So here's the question for you bottoms. Do you maintain a male-male image while you're being fucked? Or do you slip into the convention of the male penetrating the female when your ass is full of cock? For me it doesnt matter if I'm in boxer shorts and a bitch slapper or 4 inch heels and thigh highs, once that cock is in me, I'm a girl. What about you?

for me it makes me feel like a woman being made love to and being under a guy on my back while he humps me gives me good loud orgasms

When I was younger, being fucked by a guy was (a) nasty good fun, (b) it felt weird but good but (c) sometimes, I'd feel like a girl - but that depended on who was fucking me (or at least that's what I thought back then). Guys who'd really bang the shit out of me tended to make me feel girly and not in what I'd call a good way and sometimes guys who "made love" to me would make me feel a little girly and then I had this moment when I really realized that I was being fucked and inseminated... and just like I was fucking and inseminating girls.

Had a funny/bad moment as a guy was cumming in me and I thought, "He's trying to get me pregnant!" and I still cringe to think about me having that thought. As an adult, a guy would want to fuck and I'd go with it and I still liked the feel of a man's weight on me as he fucked me and very much liked feeling him busting a nut in me but after a while, I... got tired of giving up my ass to any guy who wanted it or, worse, expected it and after an experience with a guy who had the biggest dick I've ever seen and had, I'd given up being fucked which, in retrospect, was a "silly" move because there were times when I needed to be screwed but, nope, wasn't going there. I eventually decided that when I felt the need to be screwed, then let's find a guy to do it - but I could pick and choose those moments.

But that girly feeling hasn't been felt since I was a teenager. I feel... comfortable provided he's not trying to piledrive me through the bed and the floor - and I've made guys stop and get out of me for doing that. I still like it when a guy is busting a nut in me and (I guess) those feelings when my prostate is getting nailed are still some crazy-assed sensations but when I'm being screwed, well, I'm a guy being screwed... because it's the truth.

When my lover puts his weight on me and takes me to pound town I do feel feminine. I also am very satisfied to give him pleasure with no need to cum myself. He's my man in every sense of the word!

I love the submissiveness of being on my back with my knees pressed against my shoulders. Feeling his weight pinning me down as he thrusts his manhood inside of me. Driving me mentally and physically intpure ecstasy.

Hopefully one day I'll get to experience the feeling of someone breeding me in that scenario

I am versatile here but when I get a guy to fuck me, love to feel him blast his load in me when he is all the way in! Especially nice when his cum spurt is very strong!

For me, and I've only bottomed once (so far), we were just 2 guys fucking. That's part of the appeal to me, that we are 2 guys doing what society says we shouldn't be doing. Especially, since I'm married and to a woman. I like that I'm a man and another man is fucking my "straight" ass. I'm getting what I can't get at home, cock and cum (someone else's cum). Sure, I could let my wife peg me (if she was up for it, but she wouldn't be), but I want to see the guy in front of me. I want to hold his hard cock. I want to feel his hard shaft and spongey head in my mouth. Most of all, I want watch a man sliding his big, hard cock into my tight, married, "straight" hole. Thrusting into me until he cums. Hopefully, I'll find a guy that I trust enough to let him fuck me bare. Then he can breed me as often as possible.

Interesting topic, never gave it too much thought really, but here are mine now..just kind of putting my personal perspective out there.
I’m pretty femme in and out of the bedroom, so it’s not really a change of gears when it comes to having sex. I have been with men that are there to fuck a masculine man before, and I’ve gone along with that. It was much easier I think to play that role when I was married to my ex wife, and I would have sex with other guys(we had an open marriage, she knew what she married, as did I). My ex wife, was very feminine in her girlfriend relationships, but now she’s very butch with her wife. It’s weird, we kinda went our completely separate ways after…we went our separate ways. My man likes our dynamic, and I honestly have never felt more comfortable and myself. Making love with him and being very feminine in bed it just feels natural and right to me, no pretending, or putting on a role or show. Let me wrap my legs around him and take me to pound town. If we’re going somewhere in the car, he drives, if it’s far, he’s getting a handy or a bj from his “passenger princess” as he likes to call me. Honestly, my only complaint/concern is he’s gotten into the brown liquor, so some nights he falls asleep down on the couch, and I have to try to get him up to bed(usually me being naked and waking him with some surprise oral solves that) but some times he’ll make it to bed, but he’s not up to the occasion. This a rare occurrence, but we’re working on cutting back on the booze. As for me, I prefer having sex with a masculine man.